Shy guy needs a friend

Male | 58
Hamilton Hill
Western Australia
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Body Type
A Few Extra Pounds
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Church Name
Freedom city church
Church Attendance
Every week
Church Raised In
Do you drink?
1 or 2 on occasion
Willing to relocate?
No way
Marital Status
Do you have children?
Yes but they're grown
Do you want children?
Does Not Want Children
Education Level
Specialty/Trade School
My Profession
Disabled pensioner
I custom paint Nerf Blasters then sell them on my shop on Etsy. quillstarblasters.etsy.comI've written a novel, a book of "micro" stories and 4 books of poetry.
About Me
I am an extremely shy guy... I'm caring, honest and loyal. I write short stories and custom paint Nerf blasters...


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This story was difficult to write but I’ll tell you a tale about God and myself. Once upon a time, my mother was pregnant with me. During the pregnancy, the doctor lost my heartbeat, and my mother was devastated. In that week, the doctor gave her some medicine to expel the dead foetus. A week later, my mother felt me kick and the doctor examined her and found my heartbeat. That was the first time God touched me, his hand protected me.
Fast forward to fourth grade, I was around ten. I had been feeling sad all the time. I went to my mother and told her I was sad all the time and she answered…
“:2 Don’t be stupid, you’re not!”
I did what any young boy would do, I buried deep down.
‘Psalm 42:5 “Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed with me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Saviour, and my God.”
When I was in my teens, my father was relentless. When he was alone with me, he said so many hurtful things. When we were together with the family, he was as nice as pie. So, I created my first ‘mask.’ It worked so well, no one realised how ‘sad’ I really was. I fooled everyone…. My parents, my friends, everyone.
‘Lamentation 3:20 “I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me.”
Fast forward to seventeen, and my first breakdown. I completely lost it.
‘Job 20 “My troubled thought to answers prompt me to answer because I am greatly disturbed.”
I was in a psychiatric hospital.
Lamentations 1:20 “See, Lord, how distressed I am!! I am in torment within, and I am in torment my heart, I am disturbed, for I have been most rebellious. Outside, the sword bereaves; inside, there is only death.”
The next three and a half months were a bit of a blur. I don’t remember much although I remember my father would come in to visit me and it continued. He used to berate me, causing me an extended stay.
Lamentations 1:20 “I well remember them, and my soul is downcast within me.”

Job 20:2
Daniel 7:15
Nehemiah 2:2
Nehemiah 2:1
Ecclesiastes 7:3
Psalm 42:2
Psalm 42:5
Psalm 42:11
Psalm 43:5
Lamentations 3:20
Lamentations 1:20
Lamentations 3:19
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