AlexSmith120

Looking for love in all the wrong places.

Gender
Male | 31
Country
Romania
City
Bucuresti
State
Bucuresti
Height
6'3"
Last Login Date
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Age
31
Eye Color
Green
Body Type
Average
Hair Color
Brown
Ethnicity
Other Ethnicity
Denomination
Non-Denominational
Looking For
Anything
Church Name
Church of Theosophy
Church Attendance
On special occasion
Church Raised In
No answer
Do you drink?
Socially
Smoker
No
Willing to relocate?
Sure, why not
Marital Status
Single
Do you have children?
No
Do you want children?
Undecided/Open
Education Level
Some College
My Profession
ex-Tech Support
Interests
Beauty, Excellence, Truth, Love, not lying to myself and others as a golden rule of life, Pursuing the Numinous, having a chat with God. I have a few problems to adress.
About Me
Nature lover, spiritual person, conservative, metalhead,
INTP-T. Student of esoteric knowledge. Esoteric Christianity.

Maybe there are more decent peeps here than on tinder? idk idc much at this point.

Just looking for a FWB:
Fpartner
Wfor
Blife

Haha nah kidding, I actually *am* looking for a friend with benefits.
But the benefit is we're dating.
And you love me with all your heart.
And I would die for you.

Ok sewious mode: I'm actually just looking for authentic connection and whichever way that takes us is fine.
Opposed to lies and government tyranny.

„Where there have been powerful governments, societies, religions, public opinions, in short wherever there has been tyranny, there the solitary philosopher has been hated; for philosophy offers an asylum to a man into which no tyranny can force its way: the inward cave, the labyrinth of the heart; and that annoys tyrants.“ - Friedrich Nietzsche, Untimely Meditations (1876)

I'm also tired of the Thief and the Idiot archetypes. Seems like these are the only two types of people left in the world nowadays. Please don't be one of them. I am so tired of you, the same 2 people, over and over and over and over and over. Just stop.

Or don't, as you wish. Just know that I know both of you inside and out, so you're wasting your time and mine because your lame tricks have stopped working some time ago.

Yes I am human. We are dualistic by nature/design. We are both light and dark, capable of both. Take it up with God not me.

I am not one to lie and shove my demons under the carpet and pretend they dont exist. That only causes them to rise up harder in different places. I dont want to create more duality. I aim to study it, observe it, diffuse it and ultimately transcend it. That does not mean I dont strive to live a better life and be a better me everyday. Quite the opposite. Just not in the conventional expected ways.

I am not here to play "feel good" games and patting ourselves on the back while reciting a narrative. I came to God not through imposed stories and narratives, but through personal painful experience, personal search, out of necessity for is really "is". After many energy attacks and tests that hurt in the real world.

I don't follow only one ideology or church, I think for myself, I study for myself. As God gave me that ability as my divine birth right. The world is grand and it deserve respect and study of all its aspects, cultures, history. Its the only way to know anything.

Attempting to find God first requires basic knowledge of Self. Of the gifts you've been given. Your body, mind and soul, your aura, your energy, what you are influenced by and what you influence in the world. If you dont even know that, how can you ever hope to attempt to reach God, the ultimate reality which is beyond? The greatest saints and learned masters had reached only a glimpse. Are you at that level?
Do you know who You are?
Who are you?

Approaching the world from the perspective of an explorer and truth seeker. Not someone who "already knows how things work". Because you most likely know nothing.

"If I am to be the wisest man alive, it is because I know one thing for certain, and that is that I know nothing at all." - Socrates, when told by the Oracle of Delphi that he is one of the wisest men of his time.
First Date
A drink/coffee, a walk in the park, a bike ride if you're up for it :D or anything else we can think of. The world is an open playground. :)
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