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A glowing picture of the Christian's delight in the ways of God
Posted : 12 Mar, 2013 07:51 AM
Psalm 119:32 I will run the way of Your commandments, when You shall enlarge my heart.
A glowing picture of the Christian's delight in the ways of God!
If we "have chosen the way of God's commandments," and
have been able to "stick to" this way, surely we shall wish to
"run in it" with constancy and cheerfulness. We shall want to
mend our pace. If we walk, we shall long to "run." There is
always the same reason for progress, that there was for
setting out. Necessity, advantage, enjoyment, spur us on to
the end. Whatever progress we have made, we shall desire to
make more; we shall go on praying and walking, and praying
that we may walk with a swifter motion; we shall be
dissatisfied, yet not discouraged-"faint, yet pursuing." Now this
is as it should be. This is after the pattern of the holy Apostle:-
"Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this
one thing I do; forgetting those things which are behind, and
reaching forth unto those which are before, I press toward the
mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
But the secret as well as the pattern of Christian progress islooking beyond the Apostle, and the "so great cloud of
witnesses, with which we are encompassed"-and "looking
unto Jesus." Faith is the principle of life, and supplies the daily
motion of life;-directing our eye to Him as "the Author," until
He "becomes the Finisher," of our faith. This is at once our
duty, our privilege, our happiness, and our strength. This is
the point, at which we begin to run; and we "so run, that we
may obtain." But let us more distinctly mark the medium through which this
spiritual energy flows-an enlarged heart. Without this influence
how could we run this way of God's commandments? Such is
the extent and latitude of the course, that a straitened heart is
utterly inadequate to carry us through. There must be large
treasures of knowledge, in order that from a rich "treasurehouse the good things" may pour out abundantly. For indeed
spiritual "knowledge" is the principle of "multiplied grace."
Scriptural truths, divinely fixed in the understanding,
powerfully influence the heart. Christian privilege also greatly
advances this important end. In seasons of depression we are
"so troubled, that we cannot speak." We cannot pour out our
hearts, as at other times, with a large measure of spirit and
life. But when "we joy in God, having received the atonement,"
the spirit is invigorated, as with oil on the wheels, or as "with
wings to mount" on high in the service of praise.
Very different, however, is this enlargement of heart from
enlargement of gifts. Fluency of utterance is too often fearfully
separated from the spiritual life, and utterly unconnected with
delight in the way of God's commandments. It is expression,
not feeling-counterfeit grace-public, not secret or personal,
religion. The yoke of sin is not broken, and the self-deceiver
will be found at last among the deluded throng of gifted
hypocrites, "punished with everlasting destruction from the
presence of the Lord."
Indeed the spiritual principle is far too little realized. At the
commencement of the course, conscious guilt straitens the
approach to the throne of grace. Unbelief imprisons the soul.
And even when the deliverer is known, who "sets at liberty
them that are bruised," still the body of death with all its
clogging burden and confinement presses down the soul.
Unbelief also continues to work, to narrow the conceptions of
the gospel, and by the painful recollections of the past, to
bring in distrust, distance, and bondage. And most painful is this restraint. For the soul, which is but beginning to see how
desirable is the favor of God, feels also an earnest desire to
honor Him. And to him who- having fully "tasted that the Lord
is gracious"-asks, "What shall I render unto the Lord?" this
remaining influence of "the spirit of bondage" is more
afflicting, than perhaps was a greater measure of it in a less
enlightened stage of his way. Still, however, this legal spirit
pursues him. His comforts, ebbing and flowing, according as
he is dissatisfied or satisfied with his Christian progress,
clearly evince a secret "confidence in the flesh," greatly
hindering that "rejoicing in Christ Jesus," which so enlarges
the heart.
Thus by the shackles of sin, unbelief, and self-righteousness,
we are indeed 'sore let and hindered in running the race set
before us.' (Collect for Advent.) The light is obscured. Faith
loses sight of its object. What otherwise would be a delight
becomes a weariness. Obedience is irksome; self-denial
intolerable; the cross heavy. The heart is, as it were, "shut up,
and it cannot get forth." Faith is so low: desires are so faint;
hopes so narrow, that it seems impossible to make progress.
Frequent defeats induce despondency. The world is resorted
to. Sin ensnares and captivates. Thus "we did run well; but we
have been hindered."
This sad evil naturally leads us to inquire for the remedy. The
case is backsliding, not apostasy. The remedy therefore is in
that engagement, which embraces a wider expanse of light,
and a more full confidence of love. We find that we have not
been "straitened" in God, but "in our own affections." If then
the rich fool thought of enlarging his barns, when his stores
had increased upon him, much more should we "enlarge the
place of our tent," that we may make more room for God,
encourage larger expectations, if we would have more full
manifestations of Him. Let not the vessels fail, before the oil
stays. Continually let the petition be sent up-"Oh that You would bless me indeed, and enlarge my coast!" Whatever
cause we have to cry out-"My leanness, my leanness!"-still let
us, in the exercise of faith and prayer, be waiting for a more
cheerful ability to love, serve, and praise. Let us be restless,
until the prison-doors are again opened, and the command is
issued to the prisoners-"Go forth: and to them that are in
darkness-Show yourselves. They shall feed in the ways, and
their pastures shall be in all high places." Who knows but the
Lord will once more shine upon us; once more unloose our
fetters, and renew our strength?
But again and again must we be reminded that every motion
must begin with God. I will run-but how? not in my own
strength, but by "the good hand of my God upon me,"
delivering and enlarging my heart. He does not say-I will make
no efforts, unless You work for me; but if You will enlarge-I will
run. Weakness is not the plea for indolence, but for
quickening grace. "Draw me"-says the Church-"we will run
after You." Effectual calling will issue in running." Where the
Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty." The secret of Christian
energy and success is a heart enlarged in the love of God.
Let me then begin betimes-make haste-keep straight on-fix
my eye on the mark-"endure unto the end." I may yet expect
in the joy of blessed surprise to exclaim-"Or ever I was aware,
my soul made me like the chariots of Ammi-nadib." Godly
sorrow had made me serious. Now let holy joy make me
active. "The joy of the Lord is my strength;" and I am ready,
under the power of constraining love, to work and to toil-to run
without weariness-to "march onward" without fainting; not
measuring my pace by my own strength, but looking to Him
who "strengthens with all might by His Spirit in the inner man."
Happy fruit of wrestling prayer and diligent waiting on God!
Joy in God, and strength to walk with Him, with increasing knowledge of Him, increasing communion with Him, and
increasing confidence in Him.
by
Charles Bridges
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