Author	Thread: As The Shallow Turns
Admin	As The Shallow Turns Posted : 22 Feb, 2014 11:37 AM I used a play off of a old soap. I was reflecting on my time on this site, as well as others. I thought about the many women that reject me because of my disability. They may not like my profile. If it was not for my relationship with Jesus I may not be here today. People tell me I am an inspiration. Overcoming the odd through Christ, while those who say I can't are surprised and thinking I will fail at some point. I know I am not perfect, but I tend to ask why not? If I am such an inspiration why would a lady not want to have any part of me? There were times when I ran test on this site by taking my picture down, and I got better responses until I put my picture back up. Then I had a picture of me with two friends, and one woman wanted to know if I was one of the other friends. Not an indication or consideration of me. I received so many "Sorry I don't think we are a match emails" that I requested at the bottom of my profile that the lady not email me that email because it is not respectable. Well, a few weeks ago one woman, who may not have read my whole profile click on it. I against my better judgment replied with a statement, "It is good to be shallow, right?" Of course that person did not like it and replied. I did say sorry later because I knew I should not have said it. The truth be told I am human and desire a mate. I was talking with a patient were I work. He was an old gentleman that was never married, and he kept going on about people talking about their boyfriend or girlfriend. I was more focused on listening to him, and allowing him to vent until later when I found out he was never married. I hope and pray I don't have to be single my whole life or that I will become bitter over the fact that it appears that so many women that claim to be Christian look at me with disgust. I know this post will be ignored or looked at as a cry for sorrow, but there is more to life than looks on the outside because they will fade with time. I see pretty ladies in the Christian music industry singing with beautiful voices and I am thinking if they are single and I was set up on a blind date with them they would proberbly just hope that I don't see them or have a awkward smile and I will never see them again. I just want a fair shake with more Christian ladies on here. Can some of you please look beyond the picture. People do tell me I have a good sense of humor, but my profile does not show it. Well I hope all will have a good day. God bless. JG Post Reply
View Profile History	As The Shallow Turns Posted : 22 Feb, 2014 12:52 PM Sometimes, it is upon our stumbling and falling then stand up that we discover and appreciate who we really are. I am glad none of your challenges makes you wish if you were the other person. God did not mass produce you like an assembly product, he knows everything and for his glory, you are who you are now. Trust in him, Let him guide you in your search through the Holy Spirit, in debt him for all the trials no matter how grinding and if you stick to his word, you will definitely come back with a different testimony one day. Believe it or not, your set time to walk in victory is come. Be ready to rise and shine forth the glory of the lord. Not only will you find your mate, but by grace, love and favour of God in Christ Jesus, you will be joined with the one set apart for you by God. Post Reply