Jordan_Nathaniel
Somebody to be with during the End of the World
- Gender
- Male | 36
- Country
- United States
- City
- PLEASANTON
- State
- California
- Height
- 5'11"
- Last Login Date
- Click here to learn more
- Age
- 36
- Eye Color
- Hazel
- Body Type
- Athletic
- Hair Color
- Blonde
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian
- Denomination
- Christian Reformed
- Looking For
- A Marriage Partner
- Church Name
- Cornerstone
- Church Attendance
- Every week
- Church Raised In
- Catholic
- Do you drink?
- 1 or 2 on occasion
- Smoker
- Occasionally
- Willing to relocate?
- Possibly, who knows
- Marital Status
- Single
- Do you have children?
- No
- Do you want children?
- Undecided/Open
- Education Level
- Some College
- My Profession
- Student
- Interests
- All Kinds
- About Me
- I am very serious about my values, it took me a while to grow up as I had a mentally deranged mother, but my father is my hero, a very humble Christian Role model who has always worked hard every day. I'm chill, respectful, I liked to surprise the girl who used me for 15 years, but she taught me how to treat a woman. She conditioned me over 15 years to be everything a woman would want in a husband, someone who uses his head so he'll always come home alive to her. I never even so much as call my mate a name as she would never let me hear the end and of it. I did everything, I carried her purse for her and waited while she shopped a lot, she called me names and even punched me in the face a few times. I wish I realized she had become the abuser (I stood up to her ex (a behemoth giant who liked to get drunk and pick fights with 3 ppl at once. So basically I was rdy to sacrifice my life just to save a girl I didnt expect to go out with me. Although she pretty much isolated amd abused me so that I'd never have anyone but her, I got too over it as I worked rly hard, got sober and have over 10 years now, and I did everything to be romantic & sweet, even always opened the car door for her, I ALWAYS took however long it took to make sure she always came first. Nothing was good enough for her. I found out after she punished me severely for having Autism. She just couldn't accept or believe that I was finally every bit the man she worked hard to make me in to by shaming me every time I merely annoyed her, I guess she thinks ALL men are evil and only care about sex. Which always hurt, she ended up losing her mom and took it out on me Accused me all the time of absurd over the top things as she was always fishing for stuff to blame me for. I literally stopped talking to pretty much all my friends especially ALL female ones as my ex was so jealous she treated me badly until I said what I meant, that making sure she was always happy was more important to me than having these girls in my life and the few male friends she hated.. Basically I'm mentioning her because she wasn't my first sexual encounter but my first relationship, and she obsessively worked very hard to help me to get sober and to be a man. Though she turned out extremely abusive and hurt me badly in the end, she got me sober and tought me a lot, and the whole situation was just right for her to mold me into what I thought was just a proper bf, but turned out to be more like her idea of the dream bf that she must've always wanted. So because of all that hard work, I am every bit the woman pleaser, I am all yours. I kind of wanted a wife, when I say I'm in this for the long run I mean just that, I'm willing to do whatever it takes to serve and make my woman happy and help take care of her every need until death do us part. I am against rape and abuse, and I was taught that the woman is way more important than me. U rescued a victim of abuse from a sicko and nourished her back to health, taught her to stand up for herself and more, but somehow she became a mirror image of her ex abuser. I am basically more of a servant , I could rly use someone who can teach me what things I don't need to go all out for for a mate, as I am starting out now as 100% a woman pleasing machine that only serves u, I didn't know I was being used for sex the whole time She wouldn't even say I love u and not once the whole time did she ever apologize for sny of the times she hit me or called me names. I did get basically hard core worked to the max for many years to be conditioned to be everything a girl wiuld expect and want. I hate the very concept of cheating, as that is a horrible thing to do to someone. I only know how to put the woman first in everything. Will someone be my girl,band help me to learn where I don't need to put my everything in as far as serving and making my woman happy and meeting her every need, physically, emotionally, empathetically, and intimately. I am starting out with full bars, like having a 10/10 in every preference and trait, if they were pictured as stat bars, so basically as of now I'm a machine, although a bit shaken from realizing that I was misunderstood because of my autism, and thrown out after I finally acheived the strength to have complete and full control over myself and everything. Too bad she isn't here to reap the fruits of her labor, instead some other lucky girl is going to get to have a person that has been pushed and worked and pushed non stop, conditioned to be what I'm assuming at least most girls want in a husband? I got stronger from that which I'm greatful for, as I now have complete control over myself and I no longer fall short in any area that Women want out of a perfect husband. I only ask that you teach me what I can relax a bit on and also I am not a person that only cares about sex. I actually can't rly even have sex with someone unless I know them, trust and love them. I wouldn't even mind waiting until marriage before sex, as after all that hard work I just went through for 15 years, I don't even care about sex. I just want to be loved, to be needed, to actually be told "I love you" every once and in a while, and not be in a one sided relationship where I give everything and the other person gives nothing and punched me in the face when she's mad.. I'm over that kind of fake love. I put 15 years into literally being consitioned for this, but the political divide and the fact that I was studying law and she wanted due process for only men simply thrown out completely, and for once I finally decided to put my foot down and stand up for my Christian beliefs as I should, and for that I was shamed, abandoned, and left worried to death she might've been sick or dead because Covid had just started and her Aunt had her phone After 15 years and I wasn't even told to go away, leave her alone, I'm not wanted, nothing. She just left me there worried. She doesn't even know that I got diagnosed with Autism, nor that I finally gained complete self control. Looks like she doesn't want the project she literally doesn't even know she succeeded in creating.. I guess I'm going to make some other lucky woman very happy. I took 2-3 years to break as to not jump right into another relationship immediately as that could be a mistake. I was in College before Covid and politics destroyed everything and left me to pick mysrlf back up, dust myself off and keep on trekkin. I'm an ex body builder I need to get another weight set, but I've been too busy doing everything for a selfish abusive woman for the last 15 years. I did some amateur boxing, Green belt in Shailin Kenpo, I've worked on computers my whole life but I'm not attached to them as they are too prominent in todays world. I was an an Admin of Justice Major and I minored in Abnormal Psychology and Sleep Disorders. Very close to my A.A. I dropped out when they started getting wierd at the schools. I took 3 years to study the Occult, meaning simply looking into things I've always wondered about such as paranormal studies, missing or unknown sections of history. Theories, and I brushed up on my Ancient mythos from Greek to Egypt, my astrology and astronomy and symbolism as well as numerology in order decipher these things. I did only enough to where as a Christian I wouldn't be practicing or participating in any ritualistic or occult activity. I started with studying certain religions, I wanted to know what we are up against as far as the enemy. I didn't quite like the truths I found, it took about a year to recover just from the trauma from the things I found out during my research. I have a gift of discernment from the Lord and he's protected me the whole time. I did get stronger and more prepared for the coming times though it was not easy. I see the traps and pitfalls exactly as they are, I've always seen them, I've come to the conclusion that I've studied the world enough, and though I know the New testament backwards and forwards, I want to read th rest of the OT and study more if the Bible. I am very good at seeing the propaganda and traps set in the media and I studied all of this stuff enough... Rdy to settle down and live for someone else, who deserves to be made heavy and wants to have a relationship worthy in the Lord's sight.
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- Up for Suggestions. I'm rly not like anybody else, and I finally know y, I have a bit of Autism. My brain doesn't rly understand the things ppl do because they r groomed by the media, Social Media, or Smart phones. Ppl seem to get systematically tricked into conforming to very specific social norms and are trained to be afraid of their own shadows, let alone each other Marriage Rates have dropped significantly, Divorce Rates have Skyrocketed all due to media subtext and Political manipulation. (It's all a BIG SHOW!!)
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