Author	Thread: A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong!
Admin	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 4 Sep, 2012 07:54 PM Ok, I'm going to come right out and admit that although I'm a rather intelligent young man in some areas, I do have my weaknesses...especially when it comes to trying to establish a relationship. I just don't know what to do at times. I wanted to have a relationship with someone on here, but somehow it got messed up...and it was partly because I didn't get enough sleep for a night or so...as well as spiritual warfare going on in my mind. Looking back at what happened, I'm starting to think maybe I got confused as a result of the circumstances. I don't know what exactly happened, but somehow everything went terribly wrong. I don't know how to fix what happened without risking being permanently banned from the website. I wouldn't be on here now if it hadn't been for contacting CDFF and explaining what had happened...and then they emailed me and said my profile had been reinstated. I'm guessing maybe they investigated the situation. I'm not exactly sure why they reinstated my profile...because I actually deleted my profile on my own out of hurt and frustration...and I never asked them to restore it. They banned me after I had already deleted my profile. I just don't know what to do now. I feel like giving up. I got on here for the first time about 2 years ago...eventually deleted my profile...then came back weeks or months later and created another profile. I'm simply on here now because I thought maybe God allowed CDFF staff to misunderstand the situation so that my profile would be brought back because He has someone on here for me. I just don't know though. If God has someone on here for me, then He's going to have to make it known to me...because I'm sick of chasing...and being told something like "sorry, I'm not interested"...or not getting any reply at all. If it isn't a miracle, then it's not mine to receive anyhow...because I still know what I believed. Question: If you had believed God for a miracle, would you settle for anything less??? The following is basically what I'm thinking right now: Alright God...You know what I prayed...You know I believed...and I know I believed...so if You wanted me back on here, then now is Your chance to pull off a miracle...because I'm expecting something that only You could allow to happen. I want You to pull it off for the sake of those who have never believed You on that level...so that they'll have a reason to serve You more than ever. Post Reply
Apostelle View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 4 Sep, 2012 08:06 PM I understand your situation, believe me I do. You must remember, God moves in His own time. You may not meet someone today, tomorrow, next month, or even in 6 months, but eventually you will. We are always being prepared for each event in our lives. Maybe the one God has for you is not ready yet. When God has determined the time is right, He will let you meet the one He has created for you. Post Reply
View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 4 Sep, 2012 10:05 PM "Apostelle", I don't currently have enough time to fully explain why...at least not today...but I have reason to believe that God is about to pull off a miracle. I have more than simply the knowledge that I believed for a wife...but I feel kinda uncomfortable talking about it because it's a somewhat personal matter. Anyway, thanks for the response. By the way, back when I had the ability of faith, I prayed for many things to take place...many of which have already taken place...and you will likely be blessed in some way because of the things I prayed. The problem I have is simply a matter of doubting that I'll receive the part that was suppose to be mine...or in other words, my wife. My hope remains in one thing though...whatever a man sows, that also shall he reap...so someone else will pray and believe for my wife to be received in the event that I can't believe because of the circumstances...after all, fair is fair...and I prayed for everyone when I had the ability of extreme faith. Faith without doubt is an awesome ability that is only attainable by being willing to line up 100 percent with God's will...and you can only do that if you've read enough scripture to know how. It took a few years for me to reach that point...but I saw miracles happen as a result. Anyway, it's about 1:00am where I live...and I've got to get up at about 7:00am to work...so I've got to get in the bed immediately. This wife seeking business is gonna get me in serious mental trouble if I don't start getting the proper amount of sleep. Post Reply
View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 5 Sep, 2012 03:35 AM May the Lord bless you in your search. Post Reply
View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 5 Sep, 2012 10:38 AM Maybe your Wife is not on CDFF. God has many Sources for finding a spouse. Post Reply
View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 5 Sep, 2012 07:38 PM Last time you were ordering God. Now you are back giving God a chance to work a miracle. You talk about Him as if He is under you but still has special powers to give you miracles. "Now if your chance"? Really? Do you really think He needs you to give Him a chance? Post Reply
View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 6 Sep, 2012 01:08 PM Shared ~ A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! The following is basically what I'm thinking right now: Alright God...You know what I prayed...You know I believed...and I know I believed...so if You wanted me back on here, then now is Your chance to pull off a miracle...because I'm expecting something that only You could allow to happen. I want You to pull it off for the sake of those who have never believed You on that level...so that they'll have a reason to serve You more than ever. *** Youve mentioned in the past of a Spiritual Warfare going on in or about you...I'm here to tell you the Truth child...and it aint gona be purty... :stop:.STOP Living in the Lie :devil: and Start Living in the TRUTH :angel:...the Truth and a Lie can NOT exist in the same moment of time...its Absolutely IMPOSSIBLE !!!...You have bought the Lie Hook Line and Sinker that GOD will Give you what you Want when you Want it...and the Truth is...NaDa from GOD...He don't Play that Game... You continue to Live in Fear of NOT Getting or Having what you Want Instead of TRUSTING and BELIEVING in GOD for what you Need...and the Truth is...and I Pray you Figure this out for your self Soon...You will Start Praying for GOD to Continue to Give you what you Need...Thanking HIM for it All...and leave the Rest of the Wants to HIM... Get busy Reading the Word and Speaking it Out Loud of Who you Are...a Child of GOD!!!...and What you Are...Redeemed by the BLOOD of Jesus!!!...and Whos you Are...GOD's son!!!...In Christ Jesus...and once You DO this and continue too...ALL this Non-Sense of Spiritual Warfare Will GO AWAY... May Your Ears...Eyes...Heart be Opened to the TRUTH...< xo > <... Post Reply
algomaboy View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 10 Sep, 2012 10:47 AM Hello everybody, it has been awhile and I have been working. To the OP sometimes you just need to take a break and get into the word. Dennis Post Reply
View Profile History	A misunderstanding gone terribly wrong! Posted : 4 Oct, 2012 02:32 PM In times like these I thank God for those in the bible who suffered long and hard, not because they'd deserved to, but because God wants to remind us we're not alone and He does make things right in the fullness of time. In this case I think of Joseph (the colourful one, not Mary's bloke); we read the story through in a matter of minutes, but for him the suffering was a marathon, not a sprint. Right from the beginning he knew he was destined for greatness, but God had to break and rebuild him first. I've read somewhere he was in prison for something like 30 years before he was brought before pharaoh, and it took another seven to prove he was right about the famine. It took a few years longer before things got so bad his brothers showed up, and even longer than that before he was reunited with his family. In our terms, that's practically a lifetime! You wait on the Lord, as do many of us here. We have no right to demand things of God, only patiently wait for His promises to come to pass. I hope I'm not old when it does for me, but if that's what He knows is best then amen. Post Reply