God bless you Sissy for asking. Sorry I left you hanging in that one post.
How are you personally doing dear?
Personally I had a point where I hit the wall there for a few days last week and just burned out after working so hard non-stop for so long all the time and just got overcome with exhaustion and it feels like everything is caving in on me and I'm just struggling with everything and tired of trying to stay positive and keep trying all the time.
You've never said anything about your family, how's everyone doing in family?
My family is doing ok. We all live in different states, but still call each other every week. For a while my sister, brother-in-law, and niece were living in Arizona too, but they moved away recently and it's just me again.
How are you doing in the Lord?
Not great. Was doing good for a while till I experienced the burn out and since then up till now I haven't read my Bible and sort of tried praying but wasn't really very effective I don't think. I don't know
How are things with school?
School is putting a lot of pressure on me. Struggling, but doing ok grade-wise. Not really meeting a lot of people there despite trying to be nice and friendly even when everyone else is too afraid to reach out or they look at me like I just killed their puppy. I think it'd be easier if I lived on campus, but I can't really do anything about that. It's pretty draining whenever I'm there because of that.
Is your new strategy of finding a mate working for you?
Kind of. One conversation fizzled out because she was boring, one we're supposed to go on a date sometime, but I haven't heard from her in a while. And one we were going to meet up (before I made it my new strategy to bring it up right off the bat), but I'm pretty sure she lost interest because I talked too much and seemed over eager, but I've cooled it way down since then and she still sometimes replies to my messages so there's some hope there, but not a lot. There are 2 more strong potentials I feel I have, but they haven't been on to read the messages I sent yet.
Are you still pursuing it or you've decided otherwise about it?
Still pursuing it, but have modified it a bit to where I don't leave it sort of open ended, but not too much so and make it easier and simpler for her to say yes rather than leaving too many uncertainties up in the air. It's sort of difficult to explain the exact strategy.
How about ladies you meet inperson maybe at work, do you find ways of manipulating the situation to your advantage when doing customer service try to maybe get cell# from the lady that you like?
I deffinitly don't hit on customers, that's a big no-no. All my female co-workers are all hooked up now, 2 because of me (they rejected me, told the guys who were interested in them about it, which lit a fire under their butts to ask them out)
How have things been on other dating sites since you've improved your proflle and changed your pic?
Sort of, but not as much as I need it to. A lot will visit my profile after reading my message, which makes me think they liked the message, but then got to my profile I saw I was less than average height, or didn't have a college degree or fancy job and decided to pass.
Do you believe in being hooked up? Think its works at times, depending on the situation ofcause.
I kinda believe in it. It depends on the person who does the hooking up.
How about you? How have you been doing work-wise, God-wise, relationship-wise, and family-wise? I remember for a while things were pretty rough for you with your work and family. Are things better now? I hope so. Again, God bless you for checking up on me Sissy because I kinda needed it. Take care, my friend :)
Didn't wanna say much about myself, so there more attention on you. Just wanna focus on you, but now that you've asked how am I doing its only fair that I write back to you. And thank you for checking out on me. Will be making time to answer every question till the last one, i'll be sending multy replies.
Of all years of my experiences with Him, i've let Him down this year. I sometimes wonder if He can trust me with any other challenge. My faith was shaken in a sense that I felt I was finished, only left with the size of a mustard seed.
I'm working on rebuild my trust in Him aging. Its an effort I must say, though He's always been great, I am the one who left her place when shaken by trails.
Being honest that's the only area of my life that helps keep my senity. It keeps my mind off things, and preocupy it with constructive matters.
Was transfered to a new work place, in one of our bigger branches. The lady incharge there got a better offer else where, had to take over her place. It makes business sense than hirering a new person and throw her at the deep end.
People are great there. Guys have bet on me "whose gonna have me" not a single one of them will, i'll make sure of that. Not even the one who warned me. He carry's on like my boyfriend, have spoken to him about it but nope he's continuing. Will figure out how to put an end to it.
All in all its a far better place than I would ever be for now.
There's nothing much to say about that department of my life except that my older brother (whom I have a case against) he's bitter... Only God knows what he's up to.
Oh i've left one question unanswered, the "relationship wise" question.
Being honest I don't know hey, I don't think it would be fair of me to drag someone along right now. Then again with guys I seem to be kinder 'interested' on,,,,,,, they keep away just when I think he maybe stands a chance. Those who seem to be up for a challenge, don't challenge me at all. I try though to keep it decent knowing that chances of meeting again are close to 0%. There's just no balance in life hey, its either this or that.
I'm bothered by your feedback on how you're doing in the Lord question. Must we maybe inbox so we can talk?
