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Always Been Here
Posted : 2 Jul, 2018 08:00 PM
Where are you God, I am looking for you
I am so sad, and always blue
I can't seem, to find my way
I always ask you, to show today
I hear from others, that your always here
But I cant see you, or feel you near
You let me fall, and be put down
You even allow me, to be made a clown
For I don't know why, you don't love me
I must be doomed, to never find thee
I keep looking, in every place
Just to see, your holy face
It never happens, and I feel alone
As though you abandoned me, from high on your thrown
I cry out to you, up above
I tell you I really need, some of your love
I tell you I can't, do it atall
And I need you, to lift me up tall
I step out, in one step of faith
Then I feel more lost, and out of place
I struggle and fight, and curse you above
For I continue to feel, you're hiding your Love
I read, study, and learn your word
I tell others of you, who have never heard
But still I have this feeling of alone
Your at me, from your thrown
Then one day, while writing again
It dawns me on me, you�ve been within
Within my heart, drawing me near
Also weeping, from every tear
It was you using all of the bad
Allowing the hard times, that made me sad
It was all a plan, from the start
You allowed it all, to touch my heart
For it was you since I was young
Who allowed my father, to no longer call me son
It was you, who lead me to write
It was you, who taught me to fight
It was all part, of your plan
So you could show me, your loving hand
For you were guiding me, all along
Turning it all, into a love song
For now I know, you have always been here
And I will always, hold you dear
Dear to my heart, with total love
Till someday, I am with you above
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