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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 11 Oct, 2009 05:36 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Vu_nmZ1pXc
I grew up a Fatherless Daughter.
Daddy left around 5. I didn't get to be the Cinderella my hearts yearns still to be. Two abusive relationships made it even harder to be a princess.
Being cheated on got me into so many thoughts I never would have thought before.
I never feel worthy of His love, but that's the beauty of it isn't it? We aren't worthy, and yet we are.
"I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful"
Beautiful words for a no so quite girl.
I am not the one who looks in the mirror and is disgusted by what she looks at. I am past that. But I never feel good enough.
It pains me.
God is my Father, and I know I am beautiful in His eyes, but I am also to that place, where I want to believe it.
I am learning.
That's my story. That's my heart.
What's yours?
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 13 Oct, 2009 03:55 PM
Wow
You are very pretty.
Don't rush into life.
God has a special mission for you, be open to it.
Shalom
Dan
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 13 Oct, 2009 06:53 PM
Thank you!
That made my day!
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 13 Oct, 2009 06:58 PM
dear jumps, its sad to say but i never wanted to be beautiful hehehe
ole cattle
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 13 Oct, 2009 07:19 PM
Well, I sure do hope that is a good thing.
If not, I would be a little concerned about your lifestyle of choice there Ole Cattle ;)
:P
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 13 Oct, 2009 11:07 PM
Sister, u are beautiful, everybody is ! Beauty is a combination of different characteristics.
I loved what u said "God is my Father" , our Father creates beauty. I feel beautiful, not only for what I see in the mirror, but having Jesus inside reflects on the outside.
Phoebe :glow:
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 13 Oct, 2009 11:16 PM
If youre a believer in Jesus Christ....YOURE BEAUTIFUL dont listen to superficial clowns who say their christian but play that game
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 14 Oct, 2009 04:50 AM
dear jumps, lol
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 14 Oct, 2009 03:03 PM
Dear Jumps,
I once had a boyfriend who called me his "precious girl". Sadly, he didn't have much staying power.
But now, sometimes, when I pray I can almost hear our wonderful Savior saying, "Precious girl".
Isn't He just the best??
P
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 14 Oct, 2009 05:07 PM
after watching the cider house rules i was very enlightened when they talked about being of use and nothing is nothing.
I want to be of use.
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I want to be Beautiful
Posted : 14 Oct, 2009 07:09 PM
Thank you all for the posts :)
It really helps.
Yes, He really is the best :glow:
Remp, everyone is of use.
You just have to figure out the way He wants to use you :)
Pray ;)
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