I was talking with a man from this site for a few weeks via messages, then we began chatting by phone. Things went badly quite fast- as he began to insist that he was in love with me and I was the one for him; but the scariest moment was when he said he thought that "I'd make the perfect slave." eek. :excited:
He continued to call {I didn't answer}, and left multiple messages- the last of which were two messages where he was quite drunk {even though his profile stated he didn't drink.}
Being around an alcoholic father led me to vow as a very young kid that I would never touch any alcohol and I never have ... but, it's extremely difficult for me to even be around someone who is even slightly intoxicated.
So ... Hmm? How do you and I handle the "do you drink" question? :rolleyes:
Well, I'd like to say DKJ- that your post most certainly won't be forgotten in a few days ... at least not by me!!
I can relate to just about everything that you said, and it's comforting to know that I'm not the only one. I grew up overweight, and spent my childhood and teen years as an outcast as well. I've always felt that I'm about 10-15 years behind on my maturation process. But, I guess that'll keep me "young" forever. :winksmile:
About 15 years ago God led me to the current field that I work in- special needs. I finally saw the blessing of all those years, and to me- my personal fulfillment of Joel 2:25 "And I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten ..."
I would bet that your difficult beginning in life has made you a very appreciative person of whatever good has come since. Any woman wants to be with a man who appreciates her, and has a humble side versus what we usually find: a king-size ego.:rolleyes:
... you will do fine. Go ahead and write that message!:glow:
No matter what your decision winds up being ... I'm praying that this relationship might be more than a friendship for you. I'd like to see you meet someone- I know you've been struggling with some intense emotions lately. I hope your next emotion is happiness. :glow:
I really wish that a get together could be possible. That would be total fun! I'd definitely drive to somewhere within a reasonable distance 'cuz it would be worth it. :applause:
