I have been praying for the Lord to help me find someone. At the moment I am with my parents, taking care of them. My plans are when anything happens to them and they leave this world, then that is when I’ll do it. I’ve already made up my mind. I will follow through with it unless someone were to come into my life. But I don’t think that will happen anytime soon.
Morgan, as nice as I can say this, your entrance to heaven, (if indeed you go there), will not be a pleasant one if you commit the murder of MorganEugeneTackett.
You might think you’ve escaped trouble here but it won’t compare to the maga-trouble of meeting an angry God who may have some very stern words for you because you did not obey, glorify and honor God when you decided against the will of God to murder MorganEugeneTackett.
But now, after suicide, there’s NO turning back‼️‼️ For all eternity you will be reduced to: “IF ONLY I STAYED ALIVE, it wasn’t as bad as this.” Suddenly the pain of temporary earthly singleness will pale in comparison to the pain of 👉👉eternal singleness‼️👈👈
Worse yet, what if God shows you the woman you might have married and the life you might have lived had you obeyed and lived for the 👉👉Glory of God👈👈instead of for the exclusive glory of MorganEugeneTackett. But you couldn’t wait for God’s timing. Instead God was supposed to immediately obey MorganEugeneTackett’s orders and timing.
This may come like a news flash, but MorganEugeneTackett was made by God for the exclusive purpose of Glorifying God and Him only, even that means temporarily suffering on earth in a state of singleness for the Glory of God.
MorganEugeneTackett, who did not create himself, was not made for the glory of himself.
The best thing you can do Morgan, for your own eternal salvation and security, is to plead for mercy, repent, (that means taking Morgan off his throne and submitting to the Lordship of Jesus whatever that may mean.
I'm sorry you're going through a rough life and I don't want to minimize what you're going through. But I would gladly trade lives with you but you would be getting a pretty lousy deal in the bargain.
I say that because I've been forced to live a horrendous life for over 25 years. It's been almost exclusively things, though try as I might I couldn't change and Jesus didn't either. I prayed until I was blue in the face, I studied scripture until my eyes crossed, I asked for forgiveness for anything I could think of and I eliminated as much sin as I could and yet nothing changed the downward spiral of my life. And now I have a cancer that is supposed to be treatable, and yet mine isn't responding so it may yet be the death of me.
I can't help but to compare my life to others and one of the glaring differences that stands out is most people mess up their lives through the decisions they make. One BAD decision is to wait for God to do something when you're perfectly capable of doing it on your own. It's one thing to ask for guidance, but it's another not to do what needs to be done out of fear, laziness or whatever.
In my case there was absolutely nothing whether it be physically, spiritually or mentally I could do or did that changed my life for the better. But you appear to have the ability to make your life better so all you have to do is DO IT!
If you want to take your life and follow through with it then so be it. But if you truly want a better life then for the most part you have it in your own power to make that happen.
Very sorry to hear about the cancer HM. That kind of thing makes a person think even more seriously about eternity. It did me.
I had my own bout with cancer, but so far so good after treatment. The last check up seemed to indict a slight elevation but doctors don’t know what that means unless the elevation continues to increase with each subsequent check up.
These are the kinds of sufferings the Bible tells about. All the results of disobedience that entered earth because Adam disobeyed a single command of God.
Some suffering results because of sin. Some suffering is the results because of God’s sanctification process in a believer’s life.
Job suffered through no fault of his own. Job, after all, was the “most righteous man in all the earth” according to God. But God chose to put Job through horrendous suffering for the sole glory of God.
God showed that the work of God done in Job’s life was genuine and couldn’t be moved even by the power of Satan
Very sorry to hear about the cancer HM. That kind of thing makes a person think even more seriously about eternity. It did me.
I had my own bout with cancer, but so far so good after treatment. The last check up seemed to indict a slight elevation but doctors don’t know what that means unless the elevation continues to increase with each subsequent check up.
These are the kinds of sufferings the Bible tells about. All the results of disobedience that entered earth because Adam disobeyed a single command of God.
Some suffering results because of sin. Some suffering is the results because of God’s sanctification process in a believer’s life.
Job suffered through no fault of his own. Job, after all, was the “most righteous man in all the earth” according to God. But God chose to put Job through horrendous suffering for the sole glory of God.
God showed that the work of God done in Job’s life was genuine and couldn’t be moved even by the power of Satan
Many things that have happened to me over the last 25 years that parallel what happened to Job. But I'm not Job. However I am just an average Christian who has suffered much more than the average Christian or non Christian. What I learned from my sufferings is that much to my chagrin that there's no guarantee of a good life on this earth no matter how good a person is whether Christian or otherwise.
